Sunday, February 24, 2008

She; episod sendiri

She's been running thru her life all alone with so many eyes all around. She walks in her own line, refuse to involve. She never tell world wat she really feels inside. She struggles alone to overcome her fears towards her ownself, laughs to cover up the forever pains and suffering . She moves from one spot to another, seeking the right track. She drown when she lost her but she moves still. She fell into wrong box for more than 3 years just because she loves and feels sorry for people too much. But as the the light growing brighter, she woke and fight for herself, discard the love for the very 1st time, and life seems calmer for her. In the middle of her own self-conflict, she met him virtually. He's been following her in every corner of her life and journey eversince they talk to each other. She refuses to cry but smiles and keep things to herself. He told her that his dreams been shattered by her since they met. She has no idea why but she just feels sorry for him. She cannot bear it when he is sad or hurts, as if only she can be there, but she knows she can't. She is just like a little devil crawling around his dreams and life. Perhaps, he should just hiding from her and hate her. This can never be another typical story of friendship. It brings them to another world when they both fly and fall down in colours.


Sun is already shine for me, smile is already here, but is it the real shine and smile? I will walk above your forehead and kiss it with full affection. I will cherish your hair and with tears telling you how deep I have drown. I will hold your hand before pushing you and run away from your sight. In the end, I will cross the sea and and living in the isolated island by my ownsel

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